Christy Carlson Romano had no plans to stroll away from Particular Forces when agent Billy Billingham took her quantity — a.ok.a eliminating her from the present — on the Wednesday, January 29, episode of the Fox collection.

“When my husband, who’s a marine veteran, was coaching me, he principally stated, ‘You possibly can go gradual, however maintain going. Don’t stop.’ The foundations of this present modified,” Carlson Romano started throughout an unique interview with Us Weekly. “I nonetheless love the present, however I believe that the principles this season are a bit completely different as a result of I’ve checked with castmates from completely different seasons, and this third season, I actually do really feel prefer it was a much bigger, badder, bolder season than the opposite seasons.”

On Particular Forces, there aren’t any votes or conventional actuality present eliminations. Contestants sometimes keep on till they disobey orders, stop or are medically disqualified. Carlson Romano instructed Us that she “anticipated by no means quitting” and hoped to win the present primarily based on her mindset. On Wednesday’s episode, nonetheless, Billy declared that she was a “legal responsibility” as she struggled to maintain up with the group throughout an uphill trek.

“My husband stated, ‘Simply stack the times,’” she continued. “And I actually thought I may go slower. Not that I wouldn’t maintain pushing myself as a result of I used to be clearly pushing myself, however I simply didn’t assume he would take my quantity. I used to be shocked that he took my quantity. I believed within the precise army, even when I used to be a legal responsibility, I really feel like you may all the time construct muscle tissue. You possibly can’t construct a mindset of any individual who doesn’t wish to stop.”

Carlson Romano added, “I ought to say I really like Billy. I respect all of the DS a lot and so they know I do. However I used to be shocked.”

When Us caught up with Billingham and Rudy Reyes earlier this month, they defined that they “watch each single particular person” on the present “very intently” and really feel assured that they know when it’s time for them to go. “As quickly as we notice they’ve obtained out of this what they want, we’ll type of encourage them to go away, we’ll put extra stress on them,” Billingham defined. “So that they don’t get damage and so they don’t go too far, we’ll take their armband. We monitor it very intently. It’s all primarily based on expertise.”

Us crammed Carlson Romano in on their perception. “That is their course, that is their world, and we’re simply dwelling in it,” she replied. “And it’s a must to relinquish management over all the things. And it’s nothing just like the precise army, however it’s comparable in that while you decide to the army, your physique is the federal government’s. As a lot as I used to be saying that autonomy was one thing that I used to be combating, I additionally was type of at conflict with myself for being the perfectionist and being the individuals pleaser and simply attempting to do my finest.”

Circling again to the hill that Carlson Romano “died on,” she recalled fellow Disney alum Kyla Pratt opting out earlier than the DS turned their consideration to her.

“I believe that as quickly as I heard Kyla stop behind me, you may in all probability see a glance on my face, like, ‘F—, they’re going to come back for me now,’” she stated. “I used to be like, ‘Now they’re going to come back for me and I’ve to be prepared for them to say actually imply issues.’ They have been calling me a legal responsibility, they have been calling me weak. I used to be like, ‘That’s OK. Tune it out, maintain going.’ I might envision my husband standing subsequent to the DS telling me to maintain going, and that type of counteracted that. However day eight, you’re calorically additionally actually ravenous. You’re meant to die out. And I’m already type of fairly skinny and I’ve a fairly quick metabolism. And I used to be not consuming, I used to be actually wired. So I do assume that that would have additionally been part of it.”

The week prior, Carlson Romano pushed via a activity that required her to beat her greatest concern — being buried alive.

“They ask you what your biggest concern is, so after they put me within the coffin, I used to be like, ‘That is my very own doing. … the producers are slick,’” she stated. “I believed that, perhaps, I might be extra relaxed after I obtained in there, however one thing about the best way that the DS have been reacting to it made me scared. Generally I might have a look at the DS and attempt to gauge how severe what we have been doing was, and I believe that they have been type of making it appear, like, it is a very severe factor to attempt to consider those that have fallen. … They did minimize out me singing the Bluey theme tune for about 10 minutes straight. On high of that, I went right into a full methodology appearing and began to mission myself again dwelling making bacon and cinnamon rolls for my ladies. … I believe it’d’ve been slightly too disturbing for tv.”

The opposite facet of the present is the mirror room, the place the recruits get susceptible with the DS. Throughout her interrogation, Carlson Romano spoke about previous points along with her mom, who was her supervisor throughout her Disney days. The twosome didn’t communicate for a yr over monetary disagreements.

“My mother is meant to come back over tonight and watch this episode with me,” the Even Stevens alum instructed Us, including that she despatched her mom a clip of what is going to air. “My mother and I, like I stated, it’s in a posh relationship over time, however she’s in her late seventies and she or he simply desires peace. And naturally, I simply need peace. We actually do love one another, and I’m so comfortable that in some methods the thriller is solved. It’s like, ‘Hey, that is the reality of my actuality,’ and it’s truly the reality for lots of younger performers. I believe I spoke very clearly and succinctly, and I believe that’s additionally as a result of I’ve been advocating for this kind of factor for years. And I do assume that they introduced out the most effective model of my story and I’m actually appreciative of the DS for that.”

In the long run, Carlson Romano instructed Us that she was “dwelling for the neighborhood” she had established along with her costars, particularly the remaining eight stars: Pratt, Carey Hart, Golden Tate, Cam Newton, Brody Jenner, Kayla Nicole and Alana Blanchard.

“There’s one thing about having the consistency of getting each other that made us actually bonded and it did really feel like we have been slightly household,” she stated. “And there’s a lot that’s not noted within the edit the place Golden and Cam are going backwards and forwards about their NFL glory days that no one will get to see these tales. And we have been education Alana on slang and attempting to maintain her updated on, ‘wager,’ ‘no cap’ and all these items. I believe I truly sang opera or one thing to them at one level. … They type of pushed me to do it. Golden requested me to sing, and I used to be like, ‘No, no, no, no.’ They usually have been like, ‘Come on, we’re bored.’ it was not my finest work, however I used to be comfortable to entertain them.”

Particular Forces: World’s Hardest Take a look at airs on Fox Wednesdays at 8 p.m. ET.