In the course of the season finale of Teen Mother: The Subsequent Chapter Thursday, Amber is picked up by MTV manufacturing crews after longtime buddy and castmate Maci Bookout drives her to Tennessee from the North Carolina lodge Amber and Gary had been staying at when her then-partner went lacking.

“So, what occurred?” present producer Larry asks.

“I suppose his dad learn my Wikipedia,” Amber says, earlier than a screengrab of the MTV star’s sordid previous flashes throughout the display screen, together with her run-ins with the legislation, and her abusive previous with ex, Gary Shirley, with whom she shares 15-year-old daughter, Leah.

“I feel he was holding in the truth that he perhaps heard from his household or one thing, and never telling me,” she continues. “I used to be simply saying, ‘I am unable to do that. No. How can we get married then if your loved ones cannot settle for me and stuff.’ And perhaps he took that as me breaking apart with him. It appeared like, to me, that perhaps he was upset and like, hopeless.”

Breaking down in tears, Amber was supplied a glimmer of hope after receiving a name from her supervisor, who knowledgeable her that TMZ had known as with information that Gary had been situated.

“He has?” Amber exclaims earlier than studying that Gary notified that outlet that’s alive and in good well being. “Are you critical?”

“They’re eradicating him from being thought-about a lacking particular person,” Amber’s supervisor tells her.

The longtime TV persona appears relieved upon listening to the information, as her supervisor works to attempt to discover out extra details about Gary’s whereabouts.

“So he was in a position to attain out to the police. Has he despatched you any messages?” Larry asks.

“No,” Amber responds. “It is throwing up a little bit pink flag,” Larry says again.

A pink flag, certainly, with Gary’s lack of contact an indication of issues to return, however not with out first getting OG Gary’s response.

The cameras head to his home, the place he is sat along with his spouse, Kristina, as they learn the headlines about Amber and Gary.

“I’ve to really feel a little bit compassion for her,” Gary admits. “I haven’t got compassion for you not seeing your baby, although.”

“That is one other factor, too. I want Amber would notice. Males come and go. Associates come and go. However the ones who keep, are your youngsters,” Kristina provides.

Amber then heads to her psychiatrist within the aftermath of Gary’s disappearance to unpack what’s occurred — admittedly in a little bit of a manic state — she struggles to make it into appointment after trauma dumping on her Uber driver.

“Proper now this man broke me,” she says by tears, as her buddy, who was driving alongside in one other automobile, makes an attempt to get her out of the automobile. “I used to be secure. And proper now, this was the primary time in years in my life. I’m 34. I’m not f–king proper as a result of a person put a hoop on my finger,” Amber goes on to say. “You broke me as a result of we had been really in love. The day that man left, for no cause. And I’ma say no cause as a result of there was no f–king cause, and he ruined one thing so f–king good. I’m f–king damaged proper now.”

Amber says she was bombarded with media consideration amid Gary’s disappearance, blaming the media for portray her in a damaging gentle and even accusing her of “killing” Gary after her went lacking.

“Are you aware how that feels when individuals are calling you a assassin to your f–king fiancé?” Amber yells. “Are you aware how that f–king feels? He does not know what he did! They had been calling me a assassin and so they mentioned I f–king killed him!”

When she was in a position to get by to her psychiatrists door, Amber made clear that was in a foul place, noting that regardless of the traumatic relationships she’s skilled in that previous with exes Andrew and Matt, nobody was has “damaged” her fairly like Gary.

“When you wanna present what heartbreak is, that is it,” Amber says. “It is not nearly a person. We had one thing higher than we each have even seen in our lives with different folks. He checked out my household, my daughter and simply requested to me an enormous, glad household.”

“It is positively a loss,” her psychiatrist says in response.

Amber and Gary would go on to name off their engagement, with the episode marking the primary time Amber shared the explanation behind his disappearance since their break up in June.

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