I knew I used to be going to shed a tear or two at Olivia Rodrigo’s “Guts” Tour. I am only a lady, in any case. On April 6, the three-time Grammy winner carried out her second of 4 sold-out reveals at Madison Sq. Backyard in New York Metropolis. And for an hour and a half on Saturday night time, Rodrigo reminded us of the great, dangerous, and ugly of girlhood.

A bag adorned with ribbon bows slung over my shoulder, I screamed in anticipation with a crowd filled with sequin miniskirts, glittery purple eyeshadow, and fishnet tights as Rodrigo ascended onto the stage for her opening quantity, “Dangerous Concept Proper.” To my shock, the viewers wasn’t simply younger teenagers, children, and their mother and father. An sudden handful of 20- and 30-something adults like me had been simply as prepared to leap and sing alongside to a mixture of tunes from her sophomore album, “Guts,” and her critically acclaimed debut album, “Bitter.” I think about we liked the live performance the identical purpose I get pleasure from her music a lot — she made us really feel like teenagers once more.

The web is crammed with assume items and TikTok breakdowns that specify Rodrigo’s recognition amongst girls who’re older than her: it is fueled by our nostalgia for girlhood and want to revert again to our teenage years. Scream-singing alongside to her lyrics on the “Guts” Tour, I definitely felt that, and I noticed it on the faces of fellow millennials within the crowd on Saturday night time. She took us, her devoted followers, via angst, nostalgia, disappointment, and naturally, head-banging enjoyable.

A couple of months prior, I would seen Rodrigo carry out greater hits like “Get Him Again!” and “Vampire” at Z100’s Jingle Ball, so I used to be already conscious of her performing prowess. On the “Guts” Tour, her vocals had been uncooked, crammed with a real ardour and emotion, and her pop-punk vitality was unmatched. However her extra susceptible ballads had been particularly shifting to listen to dwell.

When Rodrigo sang about not feeling fairly sufficient with society’s inconceivable magnificence requirements in “Fairly Is not Fairly” and placing your self on the market for somebody you like — who’s so not value it — in “Love Is Embarrassing,” she introduced me again to these actual emotions I would skilled in highschool and school, and even at instances in my late twenties. In a single notably particular second introducing “Teenage Dream,” she spoke about writing the track as an 18-year-old, being so afraid of rising up. However after just lately turning 21 in late February, she realized getting older is not so scary in any case. I admittedly chuckled as a result of, properly, she is barely 21, however it’s additionally a sentiment I felt again then and nonetheless do now.

She cycled between emotional ballads like these and fiery bangers that had everybody on their ft. Throughout her efficiency of “All American Bitch,” she inspired the gang to “take into consideration somebody or one thing that pisses you off” and scream on the prime of your lungs. It was therapeutic.

So, thanks to Rodrigo for taking me again to these messy, enjoyable days, but in addition reminding me why I am relieved to be previous that section in my life. My different takeaway after that final encore? Possibly it is OK to textual content your ex. Get him again!

After two extra nights at MSG, the “Guts” Tour is heading to the UK and Europe in Might and June, and concludes in August in Los Angeles.

Yerin Kim is the options editor at POPSUGAR, the place she helps form the imaginative and prescient for particular options and packages throughout the community. A graduate of Syracuse College’s Newhouse College, she has over 5 years of expertise within the popular culture and ladies’s way of life areas. She’s keen about spreading cultural sensitivity via the lenses of way of life, leisure, and magnificence.