Bella Hadid is opening up about her latest Lyme illness therapy, which older sister Gigi Hadid categorized as “lengthy and intense.”

“The little me that suffered could be so pleased with grown me for not giving up on myself,” Bella, 26, wrote by way of Instagram on Sunday, August 6, alongside pictures from her 100-day therapy. “Grateful to my mommy [Yolanda Hadid] for retaining all of my medical information, sticking by me, by no means leaving my aspect, defending, supporting, however most of all, believing me by way of all of this.”

She continued: “Residing on this state, worsening with time and work whereas attempting to make myself, my household and the individuals who assist me, proud, had taken a toll on me in methods I can’t actually clarify. To be that unhappy and sick with probably the most blessings/privilege/alternative/love round me was fairly presumably probably the most complicated factor ever. One factor I wish to categorical to you all is that 1: I’m OK and also you do not need to fret, and a couple of: I wouldn’t change something for the world. If I needed to undergo all of this once more, to get right here, to this precise second I’m in proper now, with all of you, lastly wholesome, I might do all of it once more. It made me who I’m right this moment.”

Bella first realized she had Lyme illness in 2012 when she was 16, shortly after Yolanda, now 59, was identified with the sickness. Yolanda — who shares her mannequin daughters and son Anwar, 24, with ex-husband Mohamed Hadid — confirmed on the International Lyme Alliance Gala in October 2015 that each Bella and Anwar equally battle with the tick-borne sickness.

Gigi, for her half, revealed by way of her Instagram Story earlier this month that Bella lately accomplished “an extended and intense therapy.” The Visitor in Residence designer, 28, famous on Thursday, August 3, that she was “so proud” of Bella and “excited” to look at her return to the runway “each time she feels prepared.”

In her Sunday word, Bella additionally provided phrases of encouragement to others with related diagnoses. “The universe works in probably the most painful and exquisite methods however I have to say that in case you are struggling — it can get higher, I promise,” Bella penned. “Take a step away, keep robust, place confidence in your path, stroll in your reality and the clouds will begin to clear up.”

Bella additional famous that she has “a lot gratitude for and perspective” about her life following her prolonged an infection therapy.

“ Nearly 15 years of invisible struggling, was all price it if I’m in a position to, God prepared, have a lifetime of spreading love from a full cup, and having the ability to actually be myself for the primary time ever,” she concluded, noting she wished to put up “optimistic” pictures from her “painful” therapy — exhibiting her getting IV therapies and hooked as much as medical equipment — to exhibit her newly enlightened mindset. “I’ll be again after I’m prepared. I miss you all a lot. I like you all a lot.”