Angus Cloud Was ‘Traumatised’ By Father’s Memorial Services Just Days Before His Own Passing

Extra particulars are coming to gentle about Angus Cloud‘s remaining days, and it appears like he was having a brilliant robust time mourning the lack of his father.

The Euphoria star’s household already indicated his psychological well being was a priority forward of his demise. On Monday once they introduced his premature loss, they shared he “intensely struggled” with the passing of his 65-year-old dad Conor Hickey, who died on Could 18th after a quick battle with most cancers.

Conor was reportedly cremated in Oakland, California, the place he had been residing because the ’80s together with his spouse Lisa and their children, Angus and twin sisters Molly and Fiona, all of whom have been born within the US. However after a memorial service in Cali, the household flew to Eire on July 19 to do the identical together with his kin within the space. Now, family and friends who have been with Angus throughout his father’s burial providers are opening up concerning the troublesome time he was having.

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Chatting with DailyMail.com on Wednesday, pals stated the 25-year-old was “very emotional” whereas in his dad’s dwelling nation of Eire final week to scatter his dad’s ashes on his 100-acre farm in Laurelstown, County Meath.

Per household buddy Mick Gleeson, Angus skipped a quick ceremony on the farm, choosing the privateness of his lodge room three miles away as an alternative. He was staying at Kettle Nation Home lodge for a five-night go to, the place he’d been prior to now. Workers advised the outlet he appeared “very upset” and was “very quiet” throughout his keep, one worker expressed:

“We did see him, however he was not likely speaking to anybody and was very quiet.”

As for why he didn’t present as much as the preliminary occasion, Mick shared:

“He was simply so traumatised that he couldn’t attend. He was in a really unhealthy approach and in complete shock. He was in such a fragile state and fighting the demise of his father. He was like a rabbit caught within the headlights and was simply unable to come back to phrases together with his loss.”

When Mick did work together with him, he recalled:

“I sat down with him and stated he was now the person of the household, and he simply couldn’t deal with it. He was a damaged man.”

Conor was stated to be Angus’ “greatest buddy,” so it’s no shock the younger man was so distraught. One other buddy furthered:

“I feel coming again to his father’s fatherland and all that contained was simply an excessive amount of for him. He couldn’t face the ultimate goodbye to his father. It’s terrible that he felt so overcome that his personal life has come to an finish.”

It’s actually so, so unhappy.

Different sources stated Angus finally regained his composure and went to the farm with an aunt to scatter some ashes by himself. He then attended two different ceremonies with prolonged relations. One befell on the cemetery the place Conor’s ashes have been scattered over the graves of his dad and mom. In one other ceremony that included Conor’s sisters Homosexual, Mary, and Margaret, and his pals from the Ashbourne Rugby Membership, the group walked to one of many fields close to a two-story dwelling on the entrance of the farm and scattered extra ashes. Mourners who noticed Angus all through the weekend stated he was in a “extremely emotional state,” which is comprehensible.

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Wanting ahead, pals don’t assume Angus’ ashes shall be scattered in County Meath, regardless of how a lot time he spent there together with his dad. One other pal Noel McLaughlin advised the outlet:

“Angus used to like coming again to County Meath together with his father who made some extent of returning yearly. He did like it right here, and the pair of them would exit taking pictures within the fields. It’s tragic what has occurred, and Angus was very upset when he was right here. It is going to be as much as his mom the place she decides his resting place shall be.”

Gerald Hough, who runs a pub in Banagher County Offaly, chimed in:

“We’re all deeply saddened on the lack of Angus, forsaking so many damaged hearted household and pals. He was an immense expertise and kindhearted soul he shall be missed by all of us. We shared an awesome evening at J.J Houghs Singing Pub final summer season at a household reunion and these are reminiscences we are going to cherish perpetually. He was nice craic and as Irish as you will get, he even shot a scene with me for my annual Christmas advert for The Pub. Could he Relaxation in Peace.”

Such a troublesome time for this whole household. Two large losses in such quick proximity. It’s heartbreaking to know Angus was struggling a lot simply earlier than his demise. As we reported, simply days after returning dwelling, Angus was discovered with no pulse in his household dwelling in Oakland. His mom positioned a name to 911, reporting a “potential overdose.” The official reason behind demise has not been revealed but. We’re sending like to all his household and pals proper now.

When you or somebody you recognize is considering suicide, assist is accessible. Think about contacting the 988 Suicide & Disaster Lifeline at 988, by calling, texting, or chatting, or go to 988lifeline.org.

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