Holly Madison is opening up about her closing interplay Hugh Hefner. And surprisingly, it was their breakup!

The mannequin moved into the Playboy Mansion and began courting Hef in 2001, however after years of being his “#1 lady” they formally cut up in 2008. Now, six years after his dying, she’s letting us know what her final phrases had been to her ex — completely none. He died 9 years after they broke up, and in all that point she by no means spoke to him once more.

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The 43-year-old instructed E! Information on Thursday that after the couple referred to as it quits, she noticed him as mainly a stranger — regardless of being a pair the higher a part of a decade:

“It was odd as a result of after I left the connection, I used to be so shell shocked as a result of I noticed that this imaginative and prescient I’d had of him the entire time as this wonderful particular person was simply type of one thing I had wished for and type of made up in my very own head. And I noticed the particular person I used to be was actually a stranger. So, I by no means actually had any need to say something to him.”

Holly has beforehand opened up loads about life with the Playboy founder, and similar to she’s expressed prior to now, she believes there’s professionals and cons to every thing. Being the type of particular person she is, she admitted she “at all times hoped that issues would change” regardless of all of the mistreatment:

“I knew there was issues within the relationship the entire time, and, clearly, tremendous enormous pink flags. However there was additionally the opposite facet of the connection the place we had been actually shut and he would inform me all these constructive issues, so I at all times hoped that issues would change.”

And issues did change! For the more serious… When the previous playmate realized Hefner “had type of been inflicting all this drama between me and the opposite ladies” she determined she “couldn’t put up with it anymore.” She broke off her long-term relationship with the writer and by no means spoke to him once more. Speak about reducing off an ex…

Life between her and the opposite ladies just isn’t the one Playboy drama The Women Subsequent Door alum is moving into, although. Now she’s telling true crime tales that intertwine with that world on her upcoming Investigation Discovery sequence The Playboy Murders, which premieres on Monday, January 23. She defined to the outlet:

“There have been so many circumstances I’d by no means heard of, and I used to be so intrigued and needed to study extra. So, as a result of this was about six completely different tales that had been so completely different from my very own — however I might relate to those ladies simply due to our backgrounds — I actually needed to be part of it.”

Appears like she’s alright with returning to the Playboy world now as an observer — and along with her ex not being round.

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